As many of you know, Korea ended up passing for me this year. I am still physically in Toronto, the uneasiness has finally as I succumbed to understanding His greater plan for me and I begin to have peace with staying here. As scary uncertainty is and will be :P I know that it is God calling me to step out in faith anyway. Breath of relief. :)
Just this past Tuesday at the vocation workshop held at Grace, my overwhelming wave of shock, disbelief, expectations, anxiety have finally settled its way into a peaceful understanding that He is truly and was truly and will truly always be my All in All. The night was basically finding people in the same profession and share about experiences and insights. The room was split into to four smaller sections in the Arts Field. I was a bit skeptical at first, worrying that it would be another shallow exchange of professional struggles without reaching a conclusion to any of them. How wrong was I? Everyone shared openly to each other the hardest things they need to face when it comes to how to pleasing God at work. A great experience.
Relationships is also a big thing I am learning. There's a lot of challenges when learning an art as grand as this. Love. We cannot go by handling relationships without at least a bit of love. I'm challenged to say a lot of love. :) I'm learning and it's comforting as He reminds me to walk humbly with Him and ready to put others before my own needs. I'm not there yet but I'm glad there is such a faithful and loving God humbling me each step of the way. He is the very definition of love and His is there. Understanding more of how unworthy of His love I am in my battles of sin, I am compelled to treasure every act of love I can show to those He has brought in my life. Thanks Father. More on Love. Stay tuned. :)
Job hunting and being a home with so much time in my hands gets mundane and a little lonely sometimes. I realized I am not quite used to having so much time in my hands. Sigh. It has also been really hard at home recently and dealing with my mom. God luck Phila lol which adds on to the loneliness 10, 20 fold! Father, create in me a new heart that You fill it with the fullness of your Joy (Nehemiah 8) In Jesus's holy and powerful name, Amen.
I know is exactly what He has called me to work through.
Faith tells me I will not fall no matter how trying this season of my life is because He is with me. :) Let's GO :)
And koodos to my smallgroup at NT! I see truly community here! I LOVE IT! Thanks for being community to me and the most tangible channel of support and familial love and for bearing with my crazy having 5000 friends on Facebook. It's still a lie Kwan! haha It I love you guys and want to grown more with you! I'm excited!
A companion verse recently :) LOVE IT!
7 For God has not given us a spirit of timidity, but of power and love and discipline.
8 Therefore do not be ashamed of the testimony of our Lord or of me His prisoner, but join with me in suffering for the gospel according to the power of God.
2 Timothy 1:7 (NASB)
How is your walk? Let's walk :)
Monday, November 14, 2011
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