It has been a while since I've realized that it is okay to be weak :) That is the whole point of being a Christian. Christian leadership is lonely, the Christian walk at times is just as lonely as leading, because when there is people, there is conflict. But still we never cease to learn to humble ourselves and sacrifice for one another out of the abundant love God is not withholding from His dear children. For those of you who are in Ministry, I think your soul can resonate. God told us in His Word to not cease to do good in His eyes even when gets hard. God speaks.